Below are the 8 most recent journal entries recorded in intense101's LiveJournal:

Tuesday, August 9th, 2005
2:41 am	Happy Day!! HEY MY NEW YEAR JOURNAL STARTS ON TUESDAY AUG 16TH.. SEE YA THEN!!!!!!!!!1 LOVE ANDYBOY (Comment on this)
Saturday, June 25th, 2005
2:08 am	allllllll mannnnnnnnnnnnn!!! i leave sunday morning so everyone stay intouch!!!ill miss everyone and i hope that yall have a great summer...im having a good time right now!!!!and its the last time ill be around people i know so wish me luck and dont cry my precious homeland critters!!! luv andy Current Mood: sad (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, June 11th, 2005
3:52 am	GOODBYE MY CHILDREN OF THE CORN? TO ALL MY FRIENDS!! I LOVE YA'LL AND I CALL WHEN I GET THE CHANCE!! I HOPE THE BEST FOR ALL OF YOU!!! AND TO MY FAMILY, I LOVE YA'LL TOO!!! KISSESSSSS!!!!! (4 Comments |Comment on this)
3:40 am	DYING I FEEL LIKE MY BODY IS GOING ON EVERY DAY BUT MY MIND AND SOUL HAVE BEEN LEFT BEHIND IN A MEMORY I LOVE SO MUCH. IN FACT I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT ALL THE GOOD TIMES I'VE HAD WITH ALL MY FRIENDS. I NEVER REALIZED HOW IMPORTANT MY FRIENDS ARE AND WHO THEY ARE UNTIL NOW. NOW THAT I'M LEAVING I FEEL THAT I'M GOING TO BE ALL ALONE. TRAPPED INSIDE OF A SMALL APT.ROOM ALL ALONE WITH NO FRIENDS AND NO ONE TO LUV. I ALSO THINK I'M LEAVING SOMEONE I FEEL SO INTOUCH WITH BEHIND. THIS PERSON HAS NEVER HURT ME IN ANYWAY, AND I'VE SHARED MY DEEPEST DARKEST SECRETS WITH HIM. I'VE EVEN SHARED MY LOVE WITH HIM. I STAY UP EVERY NIGHT WONDERING WHY I TORTURE MYSELF BY PUTTING THEM BEFORE MY CAREER. I'VE ONLY KNOWN THIS PERSON LONG ENOUGH TO BLOW THEM OFF, BUT I CAN'T. SOMETHING IS TELLING ME THAT I NEED THIS KIND OF PERSON IN MY LIFE. I FEEL A LITTLE BIT MORE EMPTY AS EACH DAY OF MY FLIGHT TO N.Y. DRAWS NEARER AND NEARER. I KNOW THIS SOUNDS HARSH, BUT I FEEL AS THOUGH I WISH WE NEVER TOUCHED! Current Mood: worried (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, April 17th, 2005
10:26 pm	Ashleigh Simpson concert?????? Okay so my friend Babs bought 6 tickets to bring her friends to the ashleigh simpson concert on april 16th, which was last night and it was a gret night!!!! First me and Babs went to the mall of louisiana to get Babs a sexy outfit for our great night ahead!! She and I picked her out a green dress that she wore over some dark bluejeans. We then went and picked up our dear friend Courtney Dempsey! after we scooped her up we scooped up laura and janice. Janice and Laura are so cool!! They bought us a Shit load of Alcohol and we Drank the whole way to the concert! We were so wasted! Once the concert started and we all sat down we listened to Ashleigh we headed home, but not before we got pulled over by the cops for going 93 in a 70!! I was scared shitless but everything turned out okay except for the ticket laura got for speeding! After we dropped of laura and janice me, courtney, and Babs went to This guy michaels house. There we all drank our blues away and had the hugest orgy!!!we were all messed up bad! I ended up sleeping with david who i didn't have sex with because we were too drunk!! That night was the greatest night just like the future sat. to come!!!!!!! to Babs=friends forever,love and peace,gone away but i'll see ya in Greece!!!! Current Mood: ditzy (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, April 14th, 2005
4:03 pm	New York Dreams!!!! I have only a month and a half before I leave for New York and I am so glad that I'll be getting away to dance with other people! I think the plane issue might be over with,but after talkng with my friend Chris I think I'll be okay! I think Ill miss Chris more than anyone, because he's always been there for me. I know I met him in a club, but that doesn't mean anything. He's helped me through alot and I had no idea that he liked me until now and I think he's hott, but I don't want to be with anyone right now, because I'm to complicated for him and I know that if anything were to happen between us He'll only get hurt by me and my confused self. I don't even know who I am or where I want to go in life. And if it scares me than I kow it will scare the hell out of someone who likes me and is trying to get to know me! sorry Chris!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's just not meant to be!!!! Thats why I can't wait to leave for new york.The longer i'm away from Everyone, the more i'll be forgotten by these unworthy friends of mine who use to hate me, but now for some reason like me and want to date me. I wouldn't even waiste my time! Current Mood: irritated (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, April 11th, 2005
4:12 pm	Guys!!!How much easier does it get? Okay so today I have Dance from 5:30 to 9:00. I haven't talked to him in about four days! Hes going to try and piss me off in some way, but what i'm going to do is piss him off even more!I think I might just tell him to go to hell, or maybe i'll be real happy and ignore him and any comments or remarks he spills out to me! I could even act real mad and skip hip hop but then he'll think hes got me wrapped and that he can do anything to me that he wants. which wouldn't be bad because i'll just be leading him on like a sick joke! I know !!!!!! I'll act like he's not there but still answer him when he talks that way he'll think I hate him but he wont be too sure. he'll be so CONFUSED!! Current Mood: indescribable (Comment on this)
Sunday, April 10th, 2005
11:42 pm	Okay Todays Journal will be a write on THIS GUY! It all started my sophmore year in High school and my first year in dance. I met this really cool guy who was such an amazing guy or so I thought. After the first couple of months,I got over my crush and started focusing other activities and school. I thought i had everything going so smoothely and that nothing could get in my way! Well then my end of the year Dance recital came along and all hell broke lose in my happy life!! The night before rehearsal i got an unsuspecting phone call from HIM! He was talking to me about stupid shit and what not and then we started talking about my recital and so on. He asked if I wanted a ride in the morning to rehersal and I said yes!when we got there all I could think about is how nervous I was! And all HE kept thinking about was me! after The recital the nextday, He took me to eat at ihop and thats where the fucker got the courage to tell me he liked me!!! I was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO stupid for even thinking about it, but I just wanted to fuck as bad as he did. So we left and stayed up talking and being stupid!! We talked for awhile but he had to leave for Other reasons! when he did that fat fuck went off and fucked this really sweet girl who I knew he was going to dump soooner or later because he aint nothing but a SLUT! so many times I wanted to tell her but the thought crossed my mind that it would hurt her more if i told her than if anyoneelse did ! I was so pissed off that I decided to form myself a little revenge spree! I was so sure of myself that i was going to get that fuck back so good if it took all year long! And now that review is just right around the corner my revenge is tasting sweeter by the sweet hott minute!! And when the time comes I'm gonna make that sorry excuse of excuses pay for all the hurt he put on so many innocent people. plane and simple, i'm gonna make him cry!! Current Mood: naughty (Comment on this)